END OF DEVELOP

Hey there everyone it's been a great year of developing. I have a one word each year and 2014's word was develop. To me this meant developing character traits and the understanding of who God made me to be. Saying I learned a lot is an understatement. This year was about finding who I was before I lost my self concept to a horrible relationship. I will always love 2014 because I found myself and my faith was restored. I was always a happy person but my life was cloudy for a couple years... I have my happiness back. 

I learned how to live my own life in 2024. I realized how every choice I make, actions and words, all impact me some way. It's important to think about my behavior and if it is creating the person I want to be. I also realized how important people are in life. As the philosophical genius Rumi said: we need traveling companions. We ant compete or compare because we all need each other. 

2014 started off to be a challenge and it had its moments during the year but it was a time I had to get threw to grow into who I am today. 

Develop was a great word for 2014, but its 2015 is time to learn more! 

Happ happiest time of the year

Family and friends gathering.

Reaching out to people you don't normaly reach out to during the year.

Lights that shine and make everything more attractive.

It truly is the happ happiest time of the year. 

All cozy in love

There are times that I can feel my cup overflowing. My friends are an amazing blessing that keeps my laughing. The beauty in life is extremely obvious when I spend time with my lovely ladies. 

As it comes to you

You always see other people's life and thier fun and may want in on it. You wonder why aren't those people my friends what do I not have?  There is truth in letting time flow and letting what is supposed to come find you. When you let loose and give the people around you all your energy instead of focusing on what others have you find a new vibe and happiness within your reality. Give your slide the time and engery you give to comparing it to other's life and you will see all the blessings around.

Humans

We are all humans. Think of that. Think of all the good people have done and don't forget all the bad you have done... 

You can't throw stones, no one can. 

Moving forward

Never question. Keep moving forward. Know you have a master that has everything planned. It may seem like a dull or unimportant phase of life but in reality big things are happening. Keep moving forward and know theah upstairs is on your side. This isn't happening for nothing. 

YOUR surroundings

Thanks to social media you think you know someone. You can look at someone's profile, wall , whatever you say and think your know everything about them but really they are assumptions. A mind can run off with thse assumptions and next thing ya know you are comparing yourself to them. 

STOP. 

We are each a creation. Each an individual. We are each where we are supposed to be. Stop looking at everyone else's life and take in what is around you, blessings you did know you even had will start to appear. 

One way road

It's crazy how you can remember wanting to be different. Wanting to be the better , more spirtual , more mature , more focused you. Then you find yourself being that person. Being apart of the church, working more hours , getting good grades, and being healthy. You never thought of the challenge that comes with this new you. You still have an eye on the old lifestyle. You see your friends and you think if I didn't go this weekend I wouldn't miss what they are going to do. You see your ex with new people and living a new life, without you. And then you realize no one else has been in my shoes. This is me, this is the time. My feet will not fail me as long as the Lord is my guide. People all around me living their own life on thier own time. Its time to live on my time. Read and follow the signs the Lord is sending. Follow them. My feel shall not fail.